| i fucking hate my parents once again.... |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|07:47 am] |
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ok, my dad has just further more pissed me off. ok so last night i got caught on the house phone and i dont know what my new punishment is. but apparently its to make my life misrable. ok today i woke up early so i could attempt to get starbucks AGAIN! my dad promised me that i would get starbucks every single TAKS test day so that i could be awake. guess what i just asked him right now since i'm ready and shit, and he was like... FUCK NO, we dont have time!! WTF, its not my fault YOUR have enough fucking time. i told him he decided to be a fucking lard ass and go fucking slow like the slug he is. ugh! i hate him so much. he's such an asshole. my mom was being nice, but my dad voids that out cuz she's SOOOOOOOOO by the book, once the rules are set, she'll fallow them... she's a fucking goodie too shoes! UGH!! i'm so pissed. i just wanna run away for like a week and see what they think. god i hate them! they always tell me i'm going to be unsucessful and that i'm never going to make it past my junior year. wtf do they know. they're like you'd rather go out and whore it up. they fucking think i'm a slut, i hate them... they dont know me, they dont know anything about me. if they knew the shit i pull on them, they'd be pretty impressed, they think i cant fucking keep a secret, wtf... theres so much they don't know, I HATE THEM SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!
~Philip~ |
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[Apr. 19th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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ok, so the past few days have been really bad and yet good at the same time. as most of you know my "gay period" started yesterday. and guess what, thats when shit started up, and guess what .... it probibly wont stop til the 22nd as usual. i dont understand why things like this always happen. ok so yesterday... i didn't get much sleep because i was up late with brandon and ashley and hanging with jason. later i will regret that. so monday i had school, and olivia was being oddly nice, haha... boy would that change. school was okay i was just really tired, then jason picked me up from school and dropped me off at home and he had work. ok so then i get home, parents bitching the whoooollleee time. so it turns out my parents are just assholes and like to hog my computer for a while even though its mine. they are totally taking advantage of my computer. i got on it today when they didn;'t know, and theres all this downloaded shit... and i just scanned for viruses... and apparently thers one on my computer and that pisses me off so much. they are getting wayyyyyyyy too use to my wireless laptop, they use it everywehre. my mom even went outside the other day and did work on it. it pissed me off cuz she knwos its mine. AGGGHHH!!!!!! ok so today, i get home, and my dad's like you cant go anywhere tonight. and i was like bull shit, he was pissing me off... and then he was like... oh yeah i forgot to tell you your punishment for sunday night.. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! my punishment is until the end of may for my laptop... O M G!! i was pissed. and he was even chanting "HORAY!! I GET TO USE THE LAPTOP FOR ANOTHER MONTH!!" over and over and over and over. it pissed me off and i called him a worthless piece of shit and told him to fuck off. obviously he didn't like that and he started yelling at me.
i'm going out tonight weather he likes it or not. i fucking hate him. my mom is so understanding. she was going to talk to my dad about letting me off of grounding early cuz i've been good for about the month that it was origionally. God, why did my dad have to cancel his classes tonight and come home early. none of this would have happened. UGH!! i'm so pissed off... GRRR!!! well looks like i'll be doing a lot of sneaking out in the next few weeks on the week days... cuz fuck my parents i'm going out weather they like it or not. i'm not some middle school kid. i have friends and people i need to see... aaggh!!! fucking MacArthur!! that fucking school brought all this on me. i was NEVER grounded at Heights. and if i was, it was for like a day, and then they would forget about it. god... i've never been this misrable at home in my life. and i hate being here. when people come over my parents put on a shot to make it look like things are perfictly fine and that they're good parents and really nice and shit... but FUCK THAT! they're bitches... UGGHHH!!!
i gotta get dressed, i'm going out
~Philip~ |
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| Mac Prom |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|03:07 pm] |
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Mac prom was so much fun. i danced with so many people. it was so freakin awesome! later that night i hung out with Brandon and Josh and we chilled went to McDonalds and Denny's then Freeman picked me up and we chilled for a while, then i went home and sort of got on the phone, well i don't even really remember, i was really tired.!! now i'm sick and cant really talk cuz my throat hurts from yelling last night. and i'm not at YOSA cuz i am caughing like every 2 seconds, lol, damn those allargies! ugh its all hot in my house. but ne ways. yeah last night was so much fun and i cant wait for heights prom next weekend!!!!
love yall
~Philip~ |
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| yay! |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|09:01 pm] |
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my mom's letting me go out!! haha... brandon xandre really has a great way of getting parents to do anything!! love ya brandon!!
~Philip~ |
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|04:50 pm] |
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ok so after my dad left, i texted ryan and he decided to skip the first half odf the day with me. so he came over and we chilled and stuff... then... around 12:15 all of a sudden my dad shows up at home. ahhhhhh, i didn't know what to do. so i just told him what was going on. he didn't seem mad, but it was awkward. so ryan and i left and he dropped me off at school. then i went to 3rd period band instead of my 3rd period class, which was cool cuz i talked to james, alyssa, nikky, and sam. it was fun. so then i went to lunch and chilled with olivia and friends, then went to english where we had a assistant principal watching our class. it was weird but fun. so now i'm here at home, and i think james and i are starting to be friends again. its kind of cool. ne ways, i hope my dad's not pissed. i guess we'll find out. well g2g. i'll update later
~Philip~ |
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| ok what the fuck |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|08:17 am] |
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ok so i'm getting ready for school, and my dad was like, ok we're leaving in 10 minutes. and i was like perfict tahts how long it takes to do a half ass straightening of my hair. so i was like ok this is going to be fine. ok so i start straightening my hair, 2 minutes later my dad's like LETS GO!! and i was like WTF u said 10 minutes, and he was like, NO, LETS GO NOW! and i was like jeez hold on lemme at least style it so it will look somewhat decent, so o go to the restroom and put the stuff in it, and it looks like crap, and he's already gone and i'm just here at home. i just called him like 5 minutes ago and he was like, your all on your own, find a ride to school. its like he's giving me permission to skip til i find a ride to school. ugh. luckaly school doesnt start til 9. fuck and i also have 2 saturday schoo's for missing too much algebra 2 and spanish. algebra 2 is today but its not til like 12:15 so i just need to get to school by that time. ugh, my dad's such an asshole. i have no idea how i'm going to get to school. this is going to suck! i dont want 3 saturday schools. blah!
~Philip~ |
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| before, now, later |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|12:15 am] |
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finally! my dad went to sleep so i could get my laptop. haha! well ne ways, i'm sitten here watching the patriot . i havent seen that movie in forever. ok, so the past few days have been great except for the fact that i might be getting sick, but i think i'm already recovering cuz i'm totally feeling better from the way i felt last night. ok so ne ways, school as been great. i have been doing all my work and everything. its pretty cool. band is going to get better, i mean yeah i cant participate in UIL cuz of freaking eligibility but yeah thats ok. we're going to be a feature band in the battle of the bands in a few weeks and like i am going to be eligible for that so thats always good.
i finally started lessons up again with mr ackerman and its pretty cool. he's defenetly the coolest!
ok yeah, i've been a bad kid. i've been lieing to my parents to go out and i still have my cell phone even though i souldn't have it. yeah that kind of sucks. cuz i might get in trouble. i just hope i get my cell back soon so i can cover it up. so ne ways.
yeah i'm dateing this totally awesome guy named ryan. and he's like really nice and he goes to churchill. he drives... yay!! haha, he's a great guy. i can tell that he honestly cares about me which is very good. him and i have decided to take things slow cuz we've both realized from our pasts that moving fast... is bad. lol. ok for all you people that think he's a bad person, he's not, he's just himself. if you take the chance to actually get to know him, he's just totally an awesome guy! you make me smile ryan!
ok so this saturday is prom, and its going to be so much fun. we have dinner reservations at zios near northwoods. its going to be fun. its going to be me, katy, ashley, kurtis, elissa, ben, brandon and olivia. it shall be awesome. lol i cant wait to actually dance, i havent done it in a while, lol.
ugh next week we start afterschool marching rehersals from 4:15-6:15. this is defenetly going to be hell to get back into shape, which is why i have started running again. i hope it helps. oh my gosh people, i totally hate the saxaphone. i do NOT want to march it next year. i just need to get around to getting a clarinet and asking johnathan meyer to teach me (hopefully@!!!|) before he leaves for college. hehe!
oh my gosh i totally forgot!! congrats to the heights winterguard AGAIN!! yall totally rock my sox. lol i love yall
ok so next weekend is the HEIGHTS prom and i am going with the very beautiful Parris!! yay! we're going to have so much fun. we're even going to get a hotel room! hell yeah!!
ne ways.... .ithink most of yall have stopped reading by now so yeah, i'm gonna go!
love yall
~Philip~ |
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|08:07 am] |
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ok so i'm ready to go to school early and i don't have anything to do. ok so i'm ineligible, however u spell it, so Nadia and I usually go to Las Palapas during 1st period to get tacos, lol. last time we did that, we ended up skipping the whole day, but i promised someone that i wouldn't do that so look like no more skipping for me. but i'll still go to las palapas cuz i mean, theres nothing else to do but sit there and listen to the band prepare for UIL. yeah they totally suck without me. i'm sorry but a saprano sax has got nothing on the oboe. that part in shostakovich where the flute does the runs and then i come in, ok it sounds so bad, and he's way too loud and puts the viabrato on the wrong places and its way too fast. sorry i'm just critisizing. but other then that they're pretty good. ooh! except this one spot where the clarinets have the melody. wow it sucks there. ok ne ways. i'm just sittin here and my dad is on my laptop. :( but i guess its okay. i feel like such a loser, ok last night i was on the phone then they said they would call me back when they got out of the shower, but i ended up falling asleep listening to Float on by Modest Mouse. lol, i feel like a loser. not only did i fall asleep to that song but i also had the radio on. lol. i cant believe it. ok this week is crunch time. its the last week that i have to kick ass so i can become re-eligible!! i wanna march! ok so this week is going to suck in chemistry cuz our teacher told us we're going to be doing TAKS prep for the next 5 classes. wow that really sucks. maybe i should go in for extra credit. it doesn't hurt right? ok so ne ways. i'm just rambleing on. i'm someone who just cant spell. i'm scared to go to my A day classes, like today, because i skipped last week and i don't like makeup work and its going to suck. B day classes are goingwell, except that bitch in spanish needs more grades, cuz the ones we have are pulling me down. ugh. oh well. i just need to worry about Algebra II and english. ok so i'm going to go. its 8:14 and i guess i'll go to school. ok ttyl.
love yall
~Philip~ |
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| HEIGHTS GUARD ROCKS MY SOX! |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|06:34 pm] |
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OMG LIKE YESTERDAY! the Alamo Heights Winterguard got 1st place at State! wooh! I love those girls. it was so much fun. then we went to sphagetti warehouse wehre the girls were just totally crazy, and ryan met up with us and that was funny. they were all like, are you a stoner? lol it was funny. ok then ryan and i chilled til like 1 or something i dunno. well then i listened to music til like 3 or so and went to sleep. today i woke up and i didn't have yosa til 4 which was cool. so i went to yosa and i'm last chair now, which sucks, ryan wasnt talking to me, but then after yosa he talked to me, so yeah, then i came hom and now i'm justhere, lol. yay prom is next weekend for mac and then heights the weekend after that. it shall be fun
love yall
~Philip~ |
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[Apr. 1st, 2005|08:16 pm] |
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yeah so, my life i guess is okay. things are going pretty well. school's getting better. my parents are being pretty leanient on my punishments. its pretty good. i also just wish i was free. i cant wait til i turn 18 and graduate from high school so i can move out. gosh that will be the day! today was pretty fun. we didn't do much in school today. wow why am i writing in my journal right now, nothing has happened tonight, lol. i'm gonna hang out with ryan later hopefully!! well tomorrow i'm going to the Heights colorguard thing! that shall be fun! then i'm going ot hang out with him tomorrow night again. and i dunno. i have YOSA on sunday i think
well i'm gonna go
love yall
~Philip~ |
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[Apr. 1st, 2005|07:58 am] |
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| didn't know... |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|07:46 am] |
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you know, you dont really realize your unhappy with yourself when someone really horrible happens and they set it straight for you. since tyler and i broke up, things have been very apparent to me. i have changed. i have this weird snobbyness that has grown on to me. i have been compleetly neglecting my oboe and music in general. my grades are down. people i love are leaving me because of something i'm doing. i'm misrable at mac, things aren't the way i thought they would be. i know this is weird/crazy, but i still wear the ring tyler and i got together. and just a minute ago, i found his necklace, and then i found a empy root beer bottle that he drank, then i found the tiffany's bag from the ring i got him, and right now, i'm listening to our song. it depresses me. i need to get my life in order.
Philip |
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| long time!! |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|05:46 pm] |
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ok, well since myspace isnt working right now, and not everyone can read that, i'll just write in here for now on. well lots has happened since you last talked to me. david and i were together for a whole 12 horus on January 1st. wooh! interesting right??? ok well then after that there was Brett. ok i dont concider that a boyfriend cuz we were together like what 3 days. i dunno. itwas weird. i guess i was just desperate and trying to get over david. ok so after brett i met this guy named aaron. i weas feelin him for a while, then like, things changed, he got me into skipping and stuff, it was weird. ok well ne ways, i ended up breaking up with him and a few days later i met this guy named Tyler. Tyler and i hit it off right from the start. so like, things were cool, i went to cancun yeah he was worried and stuff. then the weekend after, things changed, and we ended up breaking up. then i get my report card and its real bad. might be kicked out of mac by my parents, dont know yet. so i might be back at heights next year, who knows we'll see! they took pretty much everything away from me. i shouldnt even be on the computer right now. yeah its weird. so yeah i'm like bad, i need to work on my life. it HAS to get better. ne ways, just thouht i'd fill yall in
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[Jan. 1st, 2005|03:21 pm] |
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my party last night was aweosme, enough said... haha... yay tomorrow's my birthday. new years was awesome but its all about me now, hehe... i'm gonna be 17 yay!!!!!!!! |
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| Summary of 2004 beginning of 2005 |
[Dec. 31st, 2004|04:51 pm] |
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well today's new years eve, the last day of 2004, the end of one year and tomorrow is the beginning of another... To sum up my year, all i have to say is a 5 letter word. Drama. Yeah there was a lot of drama, a lot of horrible memmories, lots of heart breaks, a lot of hearts broken, a lot of new changes. Big Changes. I think lots of people would agree that i am a compleetly different person then i was a year ago. I would say i'm way more out spoken, way more confident, and a lot more outgoing. This past year was all about change. It all started with turning 16, and dealing with the fact that i was gay. In January last year i was still dateing girls. The last two girls i dated were Beth and Lori, two amazing great girls, i love them to death. In between dateing both of them, i was talking to this guy Mike, who which was dealing with the same thing as me, keeping ourselvs inside the closet. We were "secretly" talking to each other. I was even hiding it from my best friend michelle, eventually i told her. In late Febuary i had told my close friends that i was "bi", i told Beth, Gina, and Michelle. Late in Febuary, Kelsey Millard was having her Sweet 16 birthday party. At the party i was totally attracted to this flaming guy, i thought he was soo hot. Quickly all of my friends found out i was bi and ended up hooking this boy, George and i up. Wow was that a expierence to remember. I got my first kiss from a guy, i dance with my first guy that night. George was amazing, and i was so innocent and diddnt know any better. With George I messed around with a guy for the first time, slept with one (not sex), spent my entire spring break with him. he was truely the best thing for me, at the time. But as most things, it was too good to be true, which also ment it was too good to last. After a month of meeting him, he broke up with me. I was heart broken. It hrut so bad and it took a while to eventually get over him. After George, i think i was just horny, i dont know. I met this guy Robert on the last day of school and had my verry first slutty expierence, which i regret terribly. Later that week, i met a guy named JR who would change my life in the gay world forever by telling me about OutInSanAntonio.com ... prolly the worst thing that ever happend to me, but best. I began to talk to a lot of guys. Right before i went to Italy, i met the most amazing person, Ryan Wilkins. I started to like him and eventually asked him out over the Atlantic Ocean on the way to Germany. It was i guess romantic. He was the 2nd guy i ever dated. I fell in love with him, i really did. earlier that year i had made friends with this guy named Curtis, Curtis goes to La Vernia and was dateing a guy named Henry. A few weeks after Italy, Curtis had a "sleep over" which had Jeff, Curtis, Henry and Ryan. Of course i was upset because Ryan was going to be with 3 other gay guys. As you suspect, he cheated on me. HE broke up with me, and that was the end of that. I was depressed forever, cuz i thought ryan was the best thing ever, i even hurt a little now, crazyly enough, i'm still friends with him. Just before Ryan and I broke up, Henry and Curtis broke up. Later on that summer, henry and i started talking and became close. i began to like him a lot. one weekend he invited me to go to austin with him to this party. so i went got drunk off my ass and ended up messing around with him. :( .... bad decision. Ryan like henry too, so as you can imagine. DRAMA! I was so confused, cuz i wanted Ryan back, I wanted henry, and i sort of wanted Curtis and Henry and Curtis both wanted me, i think. it was so confusing. Summer was finally winding down, and band camp began. Switching schools seemed to be cool, it was easy to make new friends. I met Olivia, Ashley, James, Christiana, Kurtis, Angel, Paul, Miranda, Sarah, and so many other people from the mac band. it was awesome. one day during summer band, i ended up meeting this guy named chris from heights that was moving to st mary's, we became friends immedeatly, and still are today. later on during band camp, i met this other guy, named danny. he had just graduated from Central Catholic and was verry cute. I ened up having a 2 week fling with him which i regret because it wasent more then just messing around, verry slutty thing to do. My friends thought it was cool that i could do that, but verry uncool that i did it. u know? it was bad. after band camp school finally started, i had the worst 1st day of schoool, but when i got home i never knew that it would get better, but it did, i met david an innocent guy that went to SACS. he was so quiet and would never hurt a fly verry straight minded. We started talking and i began to like him. One day James and I decided to meet him at Northwoods. Meeting him was cool. I felt like a slut cuz the first time we met we made out, lol. yeah, so david and i liked each other. omg, you should have seen him when i first met him, and see him now and look at my beautiful transformation from hot straight guy to hot gay guy, im a genious. lol... I compleetly changed the way he dressed. 2 weeks later he started going to Reagan, which was awesome for him EXCEPT when he met Kayne. Kayne, i dont really know him at all, all i know is that i dont like him and the entire time david and i were together, i thought he was cheating on me with kayne. stupid me, i did exactly what i thought was happening to me. one weekend i went to austin with chris and i met this guy named parker and cheated on david. :( .... thats what i regeret most about this year, well that and cheating on him again with Henry and Lance. :( i'm sorry david. yes later on that year in October i lost my virginity to Henry and Lance, it really wasent sex because it was too quick to be sex, it diddnt last verry long, i felt uncomfortable and it hurt really bad. In November i was trying to get david back but him and Ryan started dateing which was devistating to me, i dont know it was just crazy. Also in November i made 2nd chair district band, and 3rd chair overall and 1st chair 2nd band region advance to area. which was exciteing. Late Novermber early December i started talking to this guy Aaron, he is awesome, not exactly my type but awesome. I end up dateing him til last week. We broke up because it just wasent working out. We still hang out and are good friends, but its only friends. Now i'm single, HAPPY, but not thrilled. Its great to be single and happy, well jsut happy in general, its a new thing for me! so its great to say that 2004 was a big change, not exactly what i expected. i made many new friends, lost lots of friends. and hopefully changed for the better. So i wish you all a Happy New year and, wish everyone good luck in 2005. I love everyone!
if anyone is offended by this, sorry for being too honest... but i just had to get it all off my chest b4 the new year starts, maybe some of you will be suprised at how bad i am, or how i'm better then you thought i was. i dont know. well if you actually read all of this, then i hope you care.... once again i love you all and Happy New Year~~!!!!
~Philip~ |
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|02:29 pm] |
1.Fall in love: Sarah
2.Become a Wall Street stock exchanger: Chris
3.Become a doctor: David
4.Become a stripper: Quinton
5.Be seen in "Girls Gone Wild": Melody
6.Become a singer: i have no idea
7.Become a dancer: Angel
8.Become an actress: Katy, lol yeah right
9.Win on Survivor (and why): Michelle, cuz she's a bitch, the good kind!
10.Be the first voted off on Survivor (and why): Philip Paul, because he will miss cock too much
11.Become a computer nerd: Chris 21
12.Make billions of dollars by selling overpriced water to people in the desert: Gina
13.Become a druggie: Michelle
14.Become an alcoholic: Michelle
15.Be seen on America's Most Wanted: Gina
14.Become the creator of a sleazy reality show: me!
15.To become gay: me!
16.Be on Jenny Jones: Annette
17.Host a show similar to Jerry Springer or Jenny Jones: Gina
18.Be on welfare: Eric
19.Get married first: Melody
20.Never get married: me
21.Have a perfect husband, a minivan, 3 kids, and a big house: David
22.Have 5 kids by different fathers: Kristin C.
23.Marry a millionare: ME!
24.Marry a nerd: Carolyn
25.Marry a hockey/football/baseball player: me! i wish
26.Marry someone they met in a bar: Deanna
27.Never marry: ME
28.Divorce more than once: JR
29.Become a housewife: Ryan
30.Become an avid coffee drinker: Me
31.Become a raver: DEANNA all the way!
32.Become a police officer: that dyke looking chick on the Real World
33.Most likely to become a porn star: me, david and olivia haha
34.Never learn how to cook and/or use a washing machine: Brandon
35.Become a comedian: Brandon
36.Be a good mother: Melody
37.Live in the same city they were born in: Olivia
38.Move to California: Michelle
39.Move to New York: ME!
40.Move to Hollywood: nobody i know!
41.Move to a southern state: my aunt
42.Become a farmer: JR
43.Become a hairdresser: Annette
44.Become a sports star: Mike from St. Mary's
45.Be a vegetarian: Kelsey Millard
46.Wear only black: Brittney G.
47.Be the center of attention everywhere: Olivia
48.Succeed in life only because of looks: the guy i see in the hall on the way to chemistry on B Days.
49.Be forever labelled as a "dumb blonde": Susanne
50.Succeed in life: David, all Ryans, Olivia, Ashley, james, Michelle, Melody, Deanna, Parris, Aaron, Brandon, i dunno lots more |
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|12:42 pm] |
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christmas break has been awesome. i've lost someone but i think i'm gaining someone back, i dunno, i hope. i'm really happy! its weird, Brandon and I have started to be friends. who would have thought that after the way we talkeabout each other, wow, its crazy to think i was hanging out with him every weekend during school, thats some crazy stuff, but it was fun, he's awesome. I have also been hanging out with David a lot, he's an awesome person. Its weird i have gotten to know him a lot more now then i ever have in our entire relationship, its cool. aaron and i broke up, everyone saw that coming i think. i was just a bitch to him. i dunno why, its just i dont think he was my type at all, i mean he's a great person and everything, he's just not for me. for christmas i got a 40 GB iPod. its awesome, i love it, i'm putting all my songs on it and i think i'm going to be buying CD's more often now because its better sound quality then downloaded music, u know? well yeah, i hung out with Joii yesterday and he got a flat on 281 by Joans Maltsburger, it was crazyness, he changed it, and since he wears girls jeans ppl prolly thought that he was a girl changing the tire and i was a guy making him doing it, lol, it was funnny, then like not even a mile away, the spare went out. thank goodness his friend came and took him to get his tire fixed and aaron came and picked me up so i could be home in time for david to come over. whew! lol it was funny, david and i orderd pizza, ook like it was taking forever and i called them and they kept telling me it was going to be 5 minutes and i kept seeing this one car drive arond my neighborhood looking all lost, it was probibly him, it was funny, then i called back and they were like its free. then i called back and the driver was already back and i still diddnt have my pizza, so they finally dropped it off after an hour and a half, and it was the wrong pizza, lol, so icalled back and they gave me a free large pizza, so in that whole event i got 2 free large pizzas from pizza hut, lol. i kind of wish it was double daves so i could fuck them over for pulling that bull shit that they did with michelle. ugh. i hate double daves now, but dont get me wrong their pizza is awesome, lol. i downloaded a lot of music last night, theres this band that was out before The Postal Service that iwas AWESOME, its the same singer as the postal service but its like more rockish... the band name is Death Cab For Cutie.... its awesome, check it out, well i gotta get ready, i'm gonna go buy the Ashlee Simpson CD, lol, i am sick of not finding all the songs online so i'm just going to buy her CD and the Ryan Cabrera CD, omg he's so hot, lol so i'll write later
~Philip~ |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|01:45 pm] |
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hey, well i'm going well. i'm happy for once. things are actually going my way for once. i really need to get caught up with school stuff so i wont fail, haha! i made it to area and area auditions for state is January 8 at Judson. i'm so nervous. I should do fine. I cant wait til Region Band because i'm first chair, wooh! i'm so excited. I realllly need to work on my technique. i think i'm soooo bad at it. and i'm really bad at sight reading. oh wow, i diddnt get to sleep last night til like 5:15, it was crazyness. i'm so tired.
Olivia is coming over today! yay! i havent hung out with her since like last weekend and i havent seen her since like wednesday. i hate my cable line. its being really fucked up and kicking me off all the time. its pissing me off. but my dad's going to get a new one in a few minutes thank god. i'm getting a dell lattitude for christmas and its going to have wireless internet. so i need to buy a wireless network, it shall be awesome. i'll be able to go to starbucks and stuff like that and get online using their network and stuff. it will be fun. haha... well i'm done
~Philip~ |
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